i hvnt met a man who concerns cares about me

sometimes, i feel so warm in heart when imagining a man is protecting me or spoiling by loving me or always im his first one or second one but only after his mom , he cares about!

yet sometimes, that really frustrating when that sb not yet showed up...

i've been looking for a love for years...from the very eager mood i used to hv til now i m getting tired from looking for that SB true.. eager was becoz i m an ordinary simple minded girl, wana get married n have kids to make my own family

these days, i started to really notice that i m going to reach my 24 years old..cant believe it, i finally noticed that i m an adult now, yet i hvnt done any achievement about seeking my Mr. Right..

m i really a poor lover to have? i dont really think so.

maybe just no man wants a gf always treat him too well,

but how to quit this personality, when i love a man, i naturally will think for him, care abt him alot and do many things for making him happy..yet some say this is stupid coz man doesnt really treasure her if he has a gf treating him so well...

does this mean i m fated to b single?

sometimes, i doubt if my mr. right exists, after all its been years yet no body i sensed he concerned cared about me out of love ..