i recently want to be a midwife!

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this might be
tea flower tree.
i m not sure the name.
anyone knows?
i like this kind of tree very much though!

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these days i love one beautiful old song
Fast Car by Tracy Chapman
perhaps, this is the most beautiful song i've ever heard.


today i did a stupid thing
i went to my putonghua totorial centre
when i got there the centre had been closed
at that time i realized - easter holiday!
than i went home
how silly i was.

my life changed

if someone asks me how her/his not beautiful item (eg.clothe) is, i'll just say not beautiful.

however,today, a teacher told me if i became a tour escort , i should learn to say white lies.

that is to say, to compliment the client on her/his not beautiful items and to pretend to be that you appreciate that item very much too.

that is really suffocating and killing for me.

this is a BIG change in my life to learn this advice from the teacher.

that is very hard for me to do though.

i still enjoy and like to say what i really think/feel and to draw what my brain imagines!


this is meaningful to write down changes in life !
this will be fun to trace back what changes happen in life and when meet a/ watershed(s).

Putonghua

yeah!

i finally know how to distinguish and pronounce:

Zh Ch Sh R
J Q X
Z C S

i feel great! successful!